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I don't want to be here

I'm not suppose to be here

I'm not suppose to be who I am now

I shouldn't even know you

I should just turn a blind eyes

I should just walk ahead

I should just ignore you

I should just kill you from my thought

Apparently, I can't

Apparently, I'm not that strong enough

Apparently, I dont have that much strenght

Apparently, I dont know how to do so

I shouldn't waste my tears on you

I should just say nothing

I should just stay unknown

I should just said nothing

But now it's all too late

Here I am, facing you with no absolute reason

Here I am, battling you with nothing on my hand

Here I am, holding back my weaknesses

I don't care with people around me anymore

I dont care, and I just dont

Why should I care with people who don't care about me?

Why should I try to be someone that I'm not?

Thick mask, warm coat, sunglasses

I squeeze my hands inside my pocket

I always have my mask on

I hide my tears with glasses

But, hey

It's summer

No one use warm coat for summer

And it's also applicable for me

I am no one

I prefer to be no one

I will just do my own things 

I will just do it without people knowing it

I will, and I must