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I don't want to be here

I'm not suppose to be here

I'm not suppose to be who I am now

I shouldn't even know you

I should just turn a blind eyes

I should just walk ahead

I should just ignore you

I should just kill you from my thought

Apparently, I can't

Apparently, I'm not that strong enough

Apparently, I dont have that much strenght

Apparently, I dont know how to do so

I shouldn't waste my tears on you

I should just say nothing

I should just stay unknown

I should just said nothing

But now it's all too late

Here I am, facing you with no absolute reason

Here I am, battling you with nothing on my hand

Here I am, holding back my weaknesses

I don't care with people around me anymore

I dont care, and I just dont

Why should I care with people who don't care about me?

Why should I try to be someone that I'm not?

Thick mask, warm coat, sunglasses

I squeeze my hands inside my pocket

I always have my mask on

I hide my tears with glasses

But, hey

It's summer

No one use warm coat for summer

And it's also applicable for me

I am no one

I prefer to be no one

I will just do my own things 

I will just do it without people knowing it

I will, and I must

no words needed for Nebulas. I'm dying for it here.

Alexander Wang F2011

Smooch. Seriously. Those are my 2 favs. And still have the other that were included in my 'favorite'. Nearly die when I scan through all of the photos. And I seriously love that peeptoe boots, and the lower part of the picture on left.

it's all too much

this is what happen when teachers fail to amuse you with their lesson in class

Sorry for the long update. Been busy catching up with my life, fandom, and around me.

Good night,